another level

baptism. i've been thinking about this. there's a small tug in my heart, one that says i want to know You more. however, i'm wondering if my heart is in the right condition to take this relationship to the next level. maybe there is no pre-requisite condition my heart, but more of a desire. both baptism of the holy spirit, and water baptism.

why do people hold back sometimes. some people just commit without knowing much about the other person. it is just like entering a relationship, you don't know the exact road, perhaps all you need to know is a general direction - God's direction.

today made me think about life and death. celebration of birth, and mourning of a loss. i'm celebrating too because she accepted the way, the truth, and the life. i hope that will set the way for others in my circle of care.

never hesitate to tell someone you love them till it is too late. i think if you've done loved a person with all that you have, it should be easier to let her go. yes, it is common to want to keep and retain the very thing that you put so much effort into. i suppose, it is more of no regrets that you've done your best, rather than saying there are things that you still need to do. so, don't hold back today and live everyday like there's no tomorrow.